Q8ya's Journals

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all

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hi guse .. today is my birthday ..

u will see alot of pics for my porty..

so be olwes .. looking at my stobed pig !!

"In The End"

"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I donâ�™t know why
It doesnâ�™t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Itâ�™s so unreal
Didnâ�™t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didnâ�™t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I donâ�™t know why
It doesnâ�™t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Iâ�™m surprised it got so (far)
Things arenâ�™t the way they were before
You wouldnâ�™t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnâ�™t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnâ�™t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Thereâ�™s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Thereâ�™s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnâ�™t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnâ�™t even matter

Numb - LP

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

i Create Group !!

Hey,

i Create Group and it's obout mike shinoda
wild u like to join as ..

jasmin ..(that my name :D

~~that .. the link ..~~

http://www.buzznet.com/groups/mikeshinoda/

^_^

~~hi ..~~

~~In fact, I do not know ... What was supposed to write .. But what shall write in my mind .. What loved .. And what ..:)~~

~~dont like him and~~

~~i wish u enjoy with me ..!!~~

~~bbye..~~

~~Note .. I will write what I like and do not like later~~

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